june 30th, 2023

I want to start a blog. I know it is not 2003, I’m aware of the year. (But sometimes I am not?…) I fear that most people will find my mundane thoughts too trivial to even bother with a read. And for haters I hope they’re right, because even the haters need a reason to continue existing, even if their sole purpose is spreading hate. In a perfect world, there would be no hate…right? I’m not convinced. No matter how late this practice of blogging, and writing publicly sits in the greater story of my life, it’s time that I act upon it. You see, and you must know, we struggle to put our thoughts—our potential intentions—into motion, and so most ideas that we acquire remain in limbo. We refuse to lean into those potentialities, because they seem like a waste of time, or at least, a waste of our time. Wouldn’t we all rather scroll until our eyes remain crossed?… But a blog? Is that my great idea? God, I hope not. Rather, it’s what a commitment like this blog could add to the greater story of myself. It’s what this internet version of walking around hopelessly, rambling on strange ideas to whoever happens to wander through, could bring. Hell, I don’t even know what topics to focus on; a good blog needs a topic so I’ve been told. And for that, I’m only alright with remaining anonymous. Fear is a bitch, or at least it shows you your inner bitch. I hope no one I know finds this blog. Not because I’m terribly ashamed of the things I’d like to share here. It’s less shame and more convenience. I’d hate to trouble the people I love with bringing web traffic to my site, just to read shit I can tell them about in person. Other than that, my goal is to find likeminded people I can relate with. Maybe even a humbling critic for my writing; Who doesn’t love a good ego burn? Anyway, if you know me, no you don’t. If you think you know me, I hope you’re right, because I’d love to learn more about myself by listening to you.

Other than that, my goal is to find likeminded people I can relate with. Maybe even a humbling critic for my writing; Who doesn’t love a good ego burn? Anyway, if you know me, no you don’t. If you think you know me, I hope you’re right, because I’d love to learn more about myself by listening to you

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